FFX Madman

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My Dream Girl

I was actually inspired by Jonathan's Lee's blog for this post. You can check it here.

It's true Jon, no one is not allowed to berangan-angan (dream). So, here's my angan-angan.

My Dream Girl...

My Dream Girl would be someone who thinks positively about things. She has to be the one that can pull me up everytime I'm down. She has to believe in herself and very very strong self-principles. She doesn't have to be the type that pampers herself everyday... I don't really care how nice you look, if I love you, you'll always be the most beautiful in my eyes.

Emm... she has to be smart, academically, socially, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Get me? She just have to like school, the place where we meet new friends, try new things, and learn new stuff. I don't care if she is the first or last in the class, just good enough for me to believe that she will be able to live an independent and intelligent life.

She has to be the kind of girl that talks really good stuff. If she talks crap, she talks real good crap. HAHA... I want her to talk to me. I want to sit down and listen to her talk. I want to hear every word that come out of her mouth. Her words brings everyone back to life, with full confidence and trust in themselves...

She must also love Asian stuff... If she can talk Japanese, she would have no trouble being my dream girl. I love Japanese stuff, their language, their dance, their music, I want to learn a lot of her...

Let's get back to the serious stuff...

She must also be caring, gentle, and understanding. She must have a strong mind and heart. I want her to support me, a place where I can talk about everything and do everything that I want. She must never give up, no matter what hardships arrive. She must believe in the existence of God and thank him for everything that she has.

That's all for now... CYA!!

YUI No. 1!!

Here's the Oricon charts of this week. See who claimed No. 1 spot!! AHAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

GAMBATE YUI!!!!! Good luck!! Work hard!! U are the best!!!

Screenshots from YUI's Spring Tour Concert

Did u notice???

Hey, you Malaysians, did u notice this?? Remember our first prime minister's name?? Tunku Abdul Rahman right? Don't worry, this has little to do with the things we learned in Sejarah (History) lessons in school.


actually spells something...

R - Tunku Abdul Rahman

A - Tun Abdul Razak

H - Tun Hussein Onn

M - Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohammad

A - Abdullah Badawi

N - Najib (aiya.. don noe his full name)

This list shows the list of Malaysia's former prime ministers, Badawi (our current PM) and Najib (our vice PM).

So, what does this mean?? Najib will be our next prime minister!! This is just some thing my Art Teacher, Rechard Meijin (don noe hw to spell his last name though) told my class. So, u don't really have to believe..


FFX Madman's Single Ranking

1. Awaking Emotion 8/5 - Wentz Eiji

I just love this song so much, rockish man!! I still remembered when I saw him performing during Music Station. He looks so nervous!! HAAa.. but, in the end, he did a great job. Great vocals and guitar strumming. Wentz Eiji is actually the same band as Koike Teppei. This is his first single (without Teppei), so he did a great job. You can hear the song by clicking on the play button on the right side of the webpage. Enjoy!!

2. My Generation - YUI

YUI!!! YUI!!! YUI!!! YUI!!!


Hey, that rhymes. Finally, she released her newest single, My Generation last week. 13th June, if I'm not mistaken, was the start of YUI's latest sweep through the rankings. Currently, her latest single album consisting of this single and another A-side single, Understand. What do I mean by A-side?? A-side singles are singles that was chosen as the theme song of a movie, drama, anime. In this case, it is usual for the artist's A-side singles to get high positions in the rankings. By the way, YUI's single album, My Generation/Understand got 1st in the Oricon Album rankings!! HAHA... Gambate YUI!!

3. Eien No Tsubasa - B'z

When I saw this guy sing, oh crap, another old J-artist. Oh well, Keisuke Kuwata can do sing well (another old guy), let's just give this guy a shot. Honestly, I never regretted taking that chance. His voice is kinda 90's rockish (for those Malaysians, his voice is like Amy Search) but gives a lot of impact. By the way, this is their 40th (or was it 39th) single. Most of their singles get a lot of recognition in Japan and the Oricon ranking table, so, what can u expect from this single? A hell lot more!

4. Ashita Hareru Kana - Keisuke Kuwata

AHH!! This is Keisuke Kuwata, another old guy. This song is soo nice, the direct translation for Ashita Hareru Kana is "Will it be (something) tomorrow" SorrY!! I can't remember what it is. I just love this song, great great vocals like always. As expected of a singer from FFX Madman's Single Ranking.

5. My Brand New Way - Koike Teppei

This guy, Teppei, is a good friend of Wentz Eiji, who took 1st spot in this week's, FFX Madman's Single Ranking. Teppei and Eiji are in the same band, called Wats. Weird name no??? I don't know much about this single but I kinda like it. HAHA... Did u ever hear Teppei sing?? It's like some kindy boy singing, no offense Teppei!! But it's cute and I love it!

There you go, 5 new Japanese Songs for you to check out.

P.S, sorry for not updating lately. Please leave some comments!! Please

Streamyx Blocked Bittorrent

Most of you might have known this, STREAMYX had capped bittorrent. What it means is that Streamyx users will not have a fast bittorrent connection because Streamyx currently can't support the vast amount of users in the country. How can we counter this??

1. Encrypt your connection (Utorrent has it)

2. Move to a remote area
This method is kinda extreme but it's honestly the best way. If you are a city person, most likely you are sharing your broadband bandwidth with thousands of connections at a time. For example, 10GB of bandwidth is shared among 100 users, means that each user will get around 100MB. Imagine if you shared 10GB with 1000 users or more!! Ouch!!

The thing I hate about Streamyx @ TMNet Berhand kurap is that they don't bother to update anything... Malaysia must have the slowest connection in the region. and they say they want to make Vision 2020 a reality. Really, with this kinda of connection, just kiss my ass. If anything goes wrong, they will blame other people. From Bittorrent to Datuk K, all the way to the dogs and cats of the country and us users, who actually paid them for this internet connection.

Other than that, I'm pissed off when I get the notification that the when we get around 70% of the so-called-subscribed-speed, we are having the best service that is available. That's just suck up. You suck our money, might as well use them for something. I know that nothing's perfect, that's a fact but my 70%? I'm using 512K package, how low can I get?? ARGH!!!

Here's a funny but true banner I've found lying around the net.

Here's more proof. Click here to go to AzureusWiki.com. Click on Malaysia and TMnet and Jaring is listed in the Bad Internet Service Providers list globally.

Here's the 'leaders' of TM!! WHOO HOO BOOO!!! I was so angry!!! They are lucky i didn't use photoshop but I only needed Paint to give my point. Suckers!!

How Malaysian am I?

Congratulations , you are 43% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...

Michelle Yeoh!

How Un-Malaysian Are You?


First of all, sorry for not updating!! I know it's the holidays but I've been so busy lately... Ahh... Hate growing up. More choices, more consequences, more responsibilities, ahhh... and it hurts real bad... About three years of pain... I wonder how long it will last, not long I hope. I wrote this today with the result of my long-lasting pain. I think I'll use this for my oral. Hhehe...

You wait at the corner,
Desperately trying to discover,
The reason you are here,
On the planet's soil.

Walking through the pain,
Listening for the voices,
When all words become in vain,
You shall use your voices.

Day by day passed,
The answer had not come,
Why had I let it passed?
I shall return home.

Whose sake am I living for,
I can't seem to find,
The reason I was for,
The reason I should find.

The hollow fills me,
Dragging me by the fingers,
Desperately taking me,
To the place of loneliness.

Asian hairstyle

Warrhh.... took a lot of time to make a "fresh out of bed" look... AH!! THis is Prove!! Guys DO spend some time styling up k!! So, we do care about how we lOook!!

Hana Yori Dango II

Ahh... now I really don't know what to do. I had just finished two seasons of Hana Yori Dango, a japanese drama, in crunchyroll.com. This drama is one of the best dramas I have ever seen. PERIOD!!

This second season of Hana Yori Dango picks up right after Domyoji leaves for New York. After confessing to Domyoji, Makino has not spoken to him for a year. Rui and the other members of F4 try and help Makino meet Domyoji again by going to New York for the christmas holidays. Though F4 and Makino meet Domyoji again, he has become a completely different person, and so they leave for Japan.

Some time later, Domyoji's mother annouces that they will be returning to Japan. There, they hold a giant super-rich and classy birthday party for Domyoji and annouce something very important. Domyoji, like in the first season, is engaged to a rich girl and heir. The only difference is that they are to be wed soon. What will Makino do?

I just copy and paste that sypnosis from http://www.jdorama.com/drama.1047.htm ahah...

The thing I love about this movie is that there's just surprises every corner. One thing you think that Makino and Domyouji together then something break them up, most of the time , it's always Domyouji's mother. HAha... I literally hold my breath thousands of times while watching this drama. Superb superb superb.

Now, what made me watch this drama? Well, mostly of boredom. Before watching this drama, I was watching Gokusen. Matsumoto Jun starred in Gokusen as a rebellious student and he did a great job. Then, I found another of his drama that he starred in, Hana Yori Dango. Out of boredom, I just gave it a shot and how fortunate I was to take that chance. From curiosity to healthy obsession or fascination. Really, this drama is worth it.

Click here to go to Crunchyroll.com to watch tons of episodes of the drama. Enjoy!!

YUI's New Single, My Generation

Wow, I've never been disappointed with any of YUI's songs. Ever since the first song that I heard from her, I remember you, I was attracted to everything about YUI. She released two albums already and she's just 20 years old.

She started slow but now almost all of her singles became big hits in the Japanese music arena. Her latest album, Can't Buy My Love, sticks like glue inside the Oricon Charts. For those newbies to Japanese music, Oricon Charts are the Japanese equivalent of the Billboard charts from the US.

Her album was rated the best seller ever since it was released. Now, you might expect this girl to party a bit and just relax and take some time to give herself a pat in the back. Well, guess what?? She already worked on a new single, well, two new singles to be exact.

With such high prestige carried from her previous record breaking singles, her new single, My Generation, was picked as the ending theme of a Japanese Drama, Seito Shokun! A similiar scene happened in the past when two of her singles, Life and Rolling Star, were selected as the ending and opening theme of the 5th Season of the Big Hit Anime, Bleach. It was the start of a career changing shift for YUI.

I worked hard to find the subs for My Generation but thanks to Manuel from Yui-Lovers Forums, that search ended with a success. My Generation honestly sounds very addictive to hear and rockish compared to her other hit singles, like Tokyo, I remember you and Good-bye Days. I don't even know what she's singing about but that song changes all my negative feelings to happy and cheerful feelings that I really need to hear this song every day. HAha...

Now, I've got the subs, I know what she was singing about. At the end of this entry, I had inserted the Music Video of this song and Manuel had graciously inserted the subtitles. So, enjoy!!

The music video starts fairly calm with YUI walking on a field carrying her guitar case with the guitar in it I suppose. Suddenly, a little girl came out from nowhere and just grabbed her from the wrist. The forums are hot with discussion who this girl is. Apparently, talks have been said that she is actually YUI's younger version.

From the subs, I noticed that the song has a more darker side in which the singer expresses her guilt and fault in hurting someone during her youth. But no matter what happens, she just doesn't want to give up. She has a dream insight and she wants to fill that dream. She experiences discouragement probably from peers and older people like parents or teachers. I experience that too. hahaa...

The video shows mainly she rockin the classroom and the school. Something that disturbs me is that some of them scenes shows people upside down looking forward... eee... Ju-on style.. but nothing too scary about it.. HAha... Btw, for YUI fanatics, she wore the same attire she wore in Rolling Star video!!

Here's the video, enjoy.