FFX Madman

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Streamyx Blocked Bittorrent

Most of you might have known this, STREAMYX had capped bittorrent. What it means is that Streamyx users will not have a fast bittorrent connection because Streamyx currently can't support the vast amount of users in the country. How can we counter this??

1. Encrypt your connection (Utorrent has it)


2. Move to a remote area
This method is kinda extreme but it's honestly the best way. If you are a city person, most likely you are sharing your broadband bandwidth with thousands of connections at a time. For example, 10GB of bandwidth is shared among 100 users, means that each user will get around 100MB. Imagine if you shared 10GB with 1000 users or more!! Ouch!!


The thing I hate about Streamyx @ TMNet Berhand kurap is that they don't bother to update anything... Malaysia must have the slowest connection in the region. and they say they want to make Vision 2020 a reality. Really, with this kinda of connection, just kiss my ass. If anything goes wrong, they will blame other people. From Bittorrent to Datuk K, all the way to the dogs and cats of the country and us users, who actually paid them for this internet connection.

Other than that, I'm pissed off when I get the notification that the when we get around 70% of the so-called-subscribed-speed, we are having the best service that is available. That's just suck up. You suck our money, might as well use them for something. I know that nothing's perfect, that's a fact but my 70%? I'm using 512K package, how low can I get?? ARGH!!!


Here's a funny but true banner I've found lying around the net.



Here's more proof. Click here to go to AzureusWiki.com. Click on Malaysia and TMnet and Jaring is listed in the Bad Internet Service Providers list globally.


Here's the 'leaders' of TM!! WHOO HOO BOOO!!! I was so angry!!! They are lucky i didn't use photoshop but I only needed Paint to give my point. Suckers!!



How Malaysian am I?

Congratulations , you are 43% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Michelle Yeoh!

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

Loneliness

First of all, sorry for not updating!! I know it's the holidays but I've been so busy lately... Ahh... Hate growing up. More choices, more consequences, more responsibilities, ahhh... and it hurts real bad... About three years of pain... I wonder how long it will last, not long I hope. I wrote this today with the result of my long-lasting pain. I think I'll use this for my oral. Hhehe...



You wait at the corner,
Desperately trying to discover,
The reason you are here,
On the planet's soil.

Walking through the pain,
Listening for the voices,
When all words become in vain,
You shall use your voices.

Day by day passed,
The answer had not come,
Why had I let it passed?
I shall return home.

Whose sake am I living for,
I can't seem to find,
The reason I was for,
The reason I should find.


The hollow fills me,
Dragging me by the fingers,
Desperately taking me,
To the place of loneliness.

Asian hairstyle



Warrhh.... took a lot of time to make a "fresh out of bed" look... AH!! THis is Prove!! Guys DO spend some time styling up k!! So, we do care about how we lOook!!

Hana Yori Dango II




Ahh... now I really don't know what to do. I had just finished two seasons of Hana Yori Dango, a japanese drama, in crunchyroll.com. This drama is one of the best dramas I have ever seen. PERIOD!!

This second season of Hana Yori Dango picks up right after Domyoji leaves for New York. After confessing to Domyoji, Makino has not spoken to him for a year. Rui and the other members of F4 try and help Makino meet Domyoji again by going to New York for the christmas holidays. Though F4 and Makino meet Domyoji again, he has become a completely different person, and so they leave for Japan.

Some time later, Domyoji's mother annouces that they will be returning to Japan. There, they hold a giant super-rich and classy birthday party for Domyoji and annouce something very important. Domyoji, like in the first season, is engaged to a rich girl and heir. The only difference is that they are to be wed soon. What will Makino do?

I just copy and paste that sypnosis from http://www.jdorama.com/drama.1047.htm ahah...

The thing I love about this movie is that there's just surprises every corner. One thing you think that Makino and Domyouji together then something break them up, most of the time , it's always Domyouji's mother. HAha... I literally hold my breath thousands of times while watching this drama. Superb superb superb.

Now, what made me watch this drama? Well, mostly of boredom. Before watching this drama, I was watching Gokusen. Matsumoto Jun starred in Gokusen as a rebellious student and he did a great job. Then, I found another of his drama that he starred in, Hana Yori Dango. Out of boredom, I just gave it a shot and how fortunate I was to take that chance. From curiosity to healthy obsession or fascination. Really, this drama is worth it.



Click here to go to Crunchyroll.com to watch tons of episodes of the drama. Enjoy!!

YUI's New Single, My Generation




Wow, I've never been disappointed with any of YUI's songs. Ever since the first song that I heard from her, I remember you, I was attracted to everything about YUI. She released two albums already and she's just 20 years old.

She started slow but now almost all of her singles became big hits in the Japanese music arena. Her latest album, Can't Buy My Love, sticks like glue inside the Oricon Charts. For those newbies to Japanese music, Oricon Charts are the Japanese equivalent of the Billboard charts from the US.

Her album was rated the best seller ever since it was released. Now, you might expect this girl to party a bit and just relax and take some time to give herself a pat in the back. Well, guess what?? She already worked on a new single, well, two new singles to be exact.

With such high prestige carried from her previous record breaking singles, her new single, My Generation, was picked as the ending theme of a Japanese Drama, Seito Shokun! A similiar scene happened in the past when two of her singles, Life and Rolling Star, were selected as the ending and opening theme of the 5th Season of the Big Hit Anime, Bleach. It was the start of a career changing shift for YUI.

I worked hard to find the subs for My Generation but thanks to Manuel from Yui-Lovers Forums, that search ended with a success. My Generation honestly sounds very addictive to hear and rockish compared to her other hit singles, like Tokyo, I remember you and Good-bye Days. I don't even know what she's singing about but that song changes all my negative feelings to happy and cheerful feelings that I really need to hear this song every day. HAha...

Now, I've got the subs, I know what she was singing about. At the end of this entry, I had inserted the Music Video of this song and Manuel had graciously inserted the subtitles. So, enjoy!!

The music video starts fairly calm with YUI walking on a field carrying her guitar case with the guitar in it I suppose. Suddenly, a little girl came out from nowhere and just grabbed her from the wrist. The forums are hot with discussion who this girl is. Apparently, talks have been said that she is actually YUI's younger version.



From the subs, I noticed that the song has a more darker side in which the singer expresses her guilt and fault in hurting someone during her youth. But no matter what happens, she just doesn't want to give up. She has a dream insight and she wants to fill that dream. She experiences discouragement probably from peers and older people like parents or teachers. I experience that too. hahaa...

The video shows mainly she rockin the classroom and the school. Something that disturbs me is that some of them scenes shows people upside down looking forward... eee... Ju-on style.. but nothing too scary about it.. HAha... Btw, for YUI fanatics, she wore the same attire she wore in Rolling Star video!!



Here's the video, enjoy.

CROCS taking DRUGS

JOHOR BARU: Sarawak football is down on its knees. A day after admitting that they were flat broke, the FA of Sarawak (FAS) were dealt an embarrassing and painful blow when four of their players were caught for alleged drug offences on Tuesday.

All four have tested positive for drugs and three have been remanded for further investigations. The trio were arrested at their apartment in Green Road.

Man... Sarawak footballers taking drugs... Now, what's wrong in that report?? Huh??

What pisses me off is how can Sarawak be in last position although the players are taking drugs?? Drugs supposed to enhance their body or something like that. Sarawak supposed to win right?? Why aren't they winning?? Are they taking cheap drugs??





Look at that... Sarawak football club is broke... Sarawak is in the headlines for all the wrong reasons nowadays. Back to the Premier League then.. CYAZ



YUI Paintings

WOW!!! I've just bumped into three of the best paintings in the world!! Of course much more better than Da Vinci's Mona Lisa... AHHAA... I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!! The fact that these images are painted astonishes me everytime i look at it.

*looks at paintings*faints*looks at them again*faints





Credit to Shirasagi from Yui-Lover forums. You are one GREAT painter!

JETLAG!!!

I haven't been updating lately huh... ahh.. sorry sorry


One reason is that I'm suffering from jetlag. HAha... I kept on sleeping in the afternoon and stayed wide awake at night... It's just so weird... I'm just so used to the timezone in USA that I slept in the afternoon and stayed awake at night.

The second reason is that my mind is dead... Really honestly.. I'm not thinking... K!! K!! You must think there is no way that a human's mind not be thinking but I really don't have anything to write down for this blog... My creative passion is dead...

CYAZ!!!

USA TRIP PART 5

Now, for the graduation dinner. My bro got the award "Abang Bowling". Looks like he's famous for his bowling skills... hhahhaaahahaha...
















My brother's the only non-Muslim from Malaysia that studies there... Yikess... must have been hard for him...
In the dinner, a lot of awards given like Abang Bowling, Abang Tenang, Dewi Masak, etc etc... Creative people... Trying to celebrate from things that don't even matter.. HAAh... Hey... respect respect!!
Food... MALAYSIAN FOOD!! RICE!! CHICKEN!! Some vegetable that I always eat but don't know the name!! AIR BANDUNG!! ABC aka Ais Kacang aka CENDOL Gila man... so cold.. still want to eat ABC...
Fun fun fun... for my brother ler.. so fun!! For me.. OK lah.. fun, taking pictures... aahaha...
Oh crap, my bro's angry already... I'm using his laptop too long. CYA!!!








USA TRIP PART 4

Went to BOSTON!!! Took another 3 hours+ ARGHH!!!


Cool guy... with the monitor stickin out behind him



Quincy Market


Must not be afraid to ask!!




I touched John Harvard's shoe!!! AHH!!! My dad kept on telling me that that was a contract with Harvard that I study in Harvard in the future. Will it become true?? We'll see... Emmm...





SMILE!!!



COLD LAH!!!






YEA YEA.. eat eat eat







OUR LUNCH!! YES!! We had a fork and plastic knife. But no spoon!! They don't have spoon ... Americans...




It was Sooo damn... coooLLDD!! It supposed to be summer lerr.... The wind was soOoo strong.. Sooo COLD!!! Ahhhh AHHHhhh. It was around 12 degrees celcius. Man, my air-conditioner only reaches 16 degrees man... WHooo ooooo



USA TRIP PART 3

You know the first thing that I did in USA?? This might sound unbelievable but I actually triggered the airport alarm. AhHHAHA.... Sooooo scary man.... the alarm was sOOoooo loud... and sSOOooooo long....




Why did I do that?? My hands were everywhere sooo... i had to touch something. I touched one of the doors that leads to the airfield, where the planes go off. I just had to touch that damn door and triggered the alarm. HAhaha... three people came over, one female black lady, one Mexican guy called Carlos and one orang putih (American). No one scolded me ler... I used my cute eyes mah...











The thing that I hate about this trip is that I wasted about 20 hours in the airplane. All in the airplane... ARRGGHH!! Sooo... frustating, imagine how many things I can do in 20 hours... Ahhh... sooooo sad...






My bro picked us up at the guest waiting area.





My father actually drove a US car. Ahaha... it's a JEEP but not a jeep. You know what I mean?? The brand is JEEP but it's actually a SUV. My father kept on driving on the left lane.. HAHAh... Fortunately, he got the hang of it and drove on the right lane.



ShooCKKING!!! From NEWARK AIRPORT to TROY, NEW YORk takes about 4 hours. That's almost like Kuching to Seri Aman... AHHH!!!! I wasted so many hours in the airplane and I had just wasted another 4 hours + in the damn car...



Anyways, my favourite girl was always with me on that day. My mum?? CRAZY!!!! No way man. She's YUI!!! She tiredlessly sang to me with her don't-know-the-meaning-of-tired vocals.. AHHAha... Got to put her picture..





The toilets are Soooo oOooo clean!!! WOOOWW!!!! U know how much one cheese burger is?? About... RM8+ hahha.. which is just USD2+ hhahaa...
Troy... kinda cool!! The houses don't even have gates and fences. All houses are left in the open. This is kinda good cause there's no barrier between the residents... So, just say HI!! HI!! HI!
So, far, think that's all for now... I'll update when my brother lets me use his laptop in the future.
CYA!!


USA TRIP Part 2


United States of America


Wow... a few more hours left before I get into the plane to New York City BABY!!!




Am I excited now?? Err... yea... I'm quite excited... I'm happy that I feel this way. It's just so weird if I don't feel anything. If you are a rich spoiled brat, then you might not feel anything cause you might have gone all around the world 100 times... What do I care?? Now, that's wrong. I meant...


WHAT DO I CARE!!!

That's only for rich spoiled brat who never worked for anything in his or her life..



Now, back to the story. Now, there's a few things that I have to make sure that I bring back...


1. Sands from the sea - Edwin, Esther
2. Lollipops - BSC Youth Ministry, Esther
3. Key chains - Clifford, Vyner, Jude, Ester
4. Pictures - Camillus, Esther
5. A shred of USA newspaper - Hermia, Esther
6. Hot guys - Dolly
7. Girls number - Anonymous
8. Donald Trump Tower - Edwin
9. Statue of Liberty (??) - Puan Norshiati (oh man... how)


The list just keeps on growing. Anything you want me to bring back for you??

Leave a comment or send me an e-mail. I'll check before I go and after I settled myself with Terry's laptop (if he let...)


I'm scared!! what if the plane crash??? Hijacked?? AHH!!!!! Choi choi choi... Scared lah... traveling so far...


This might be my last entry. Thank you for reading this and God bless you!! Take care!!

BSCYM Easter Gathering


YEAPZ YEAPZ YEAPZ


Blessed Sacrament Church Youth Ministry is organising an Easter Gathering this Friday. The particulars are in the poster above. So, what should I say?? OH yea..!!

COME OHH!!!!! MAKE SURE YOU COME!!!!!! U READ THIS U ARE BOUND TO GO!! AHAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAA MUAHAAHHAAHAHAAAA


MUAX MUAX...

Ehh... salah salah, wrong wrong


Come lah.. come lah. come lah... come lah... please please please please please....!! please come!! if you live somewhere outside Kuching, ahh.. nvm... just fly there and join in!! oh come on!! COME!!!

USA TRIP Part 1

YEAH!!! Goin to USA this Thursday!! WHoo HO!!! Do I sound excited to you?? Actually, I'm not... hahhaa... I don feel anything at all....

Am I supposed to feel excited?? I'm goin to the Big Apple, New York!! IN USA!! WAAHHH!!! I am like... uhhuh... so what?? Almost everyone say they envy me because I'm goin to USA. Asked me to get Bush's signature, get sands from the beach, lollipop, keychains, a shred of US newspaper, take pictures and help them to photoshop their pics in those pics and more. Honestly, I don feel anything... ahhahaah...


The whole reason I'm goin there is to watch my brother graduate. Then, he will show off USA to me... AHAHAHA... you'd better make it worth my time, Terry!!



OOooo... my father's gonna drive there... How does it feel to drive on the left?? HAha... I sit on the left all the time... I feel good. The only major difference is that the gear is to your right instead. Oh well... i'll write if I experience anything else... so far, none.. hehe

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

To all Mothers from any language, race, religion, err... what else... ahhh... any girls/ladies that has children... yeaHH!!! Enjoy enjoy


Now, what did I do for my mum... err... actually, i did nothing except greet her... hahaha.. ain't got the $$Kaching$$, ya know what i mean?? Of course lah, u might say, my money is not everything right?? right?? There must be something else that I can do right?? So, instead of using my money, we used my father's money instead... HAHAA... what did I do?? Ooh.. I just eat beside her loo...


Yesterday's morning, we went to church. Then, my mum with her painful knees managed to walk to the altar and get the gift given from the church to every mother. Steady there mum, steadYY!!!! HAHAa... she's been complaining about her painful knees but she walked with pride lerr on that morning. Why ah?? Cause she got me as a son?? U WISH!!! She's complain to me a lot.. lalalal.. like always not studying, play play only .. . and then and then... hey, this is not about that...

K! K! back to the story.

She got a candle with err... don noe what. Every year the same thing... candles candles candles... Not that I'm not grateful, i'm just... err.. yea, i'm grateful... K, k, i'm writing stupid things again...

That same night, my father brought my mum to pizza hut. So, my mum with her mighty phone called my grandparents. So, where we went?? Thai Food Restaurant??? Holiday Inn??? Merdeka Palace??? Nah.. we went to Pizza HUT! HAHAHA... Nice food bah there...

We got there, my grandparents got there, and guess what?? It's full... WOw... Full... to the very last chair...

So, we went to Batu Lintang open air food court... and guess what?? It's full... too!! Oh please!!! Just because that day was Mother's day, everyone brought their mum out to eat. HAHA... other days cannot meh??? HA HA??

So, we went to some shop.. err.. aiya... forgot the name. Somewhere in Pending... Oh crap... what was the name?? Ahh.. ahh.... ahhh... don noe lah...

This restaurant was GRADED A!! HAHAHA... Not five star yea, just GRADED A!! It's super clean and I love it... Ate:

1. Mushroom Soup (YUM!!)
2. Ikan Kerapu Sweet and Sour (Err.. ok lah..)
3. RICE (hahaah... Relax, Ice, Compression, Elevation.. oh nvm)
4. Mixed Vegetable
5. OHHH SAAYYUUURR MIDIN


yea yea.. humble humble dinner... ahahaha... so fun to see my grandfather so close with my father.. HAHAH... they are like passing each other spoon by spoon of food.. Like, "makan, nah, makan, makan makan, makan, nah, ambik ambik, makan makan.. nah nah..."

DONE DONE!!! On my back, I switched on my MP4 player and just played more JAP SONGS!!!

That part was the part I enjoyed the most.. ahhaHha...

YUI!!!! Got to put her pic here.. ahhaha..



Wat?? U expect to put my mother's pic?? AHAHA... jangan hARAP!!

GOD BLESS!!





YEAH!! ER 07 PICS!!

THANK YOU ANNE!!!! Here's some of the pictures from Youth ER 07.






Find where am I?? AHAHA... Clue?? I'm in Green...





My BOSS!! LOVELYN!!!








For more, click here.

WAITING FOR YOUTH ER 07 PICS

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! ANNE!!!!!!!!!!!!! What's taking you so long to upload those ER 07 pics?? AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHo's Anne?? She's the hot photographer in ER 07. AHAAHAHAAHHA... Takes excellent pics too. You can check her gallery of excellent pictures (plus bad ones hahaha) in at http://ashill.multiply.com oOOOOoooooooooooorr, you can click here.


Anyone meets her every day?? Tell her to upload the pics quickly.. Can't wait!!

Smiles

HAHAHAHA.....


MUHAHAHAHAHHAAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAA....



MUAX MUAX MUAX...


LOL...


AKAKKAKAKKAKAKAKKAKAKAKKAK....


There's a lot of different version of laughters.. ahhaha... especially in chat rooms, u see a lot of them... But, did u ever think that those characters don't express what the chatters actually think???

Truly... You've chat with a lot of friends right?? Then, u encountered this real cool guy/girl that u chat for hours hours with. K K, u can't wait to see him/her right??


When u actually meet that person, he/she is not the same person in that chat room. Not the same passion, not the same laughters, especially not the same impression.


Sooooo the moral behind this story is, DON'T HANG around CHATTING!! Go meet them in person if you can because there are things that can only been seen through the eyes.

What to write??

Yeah... haven't been updating... What to write?? Any ideas??? Leave a comment ler...